I'm dreaming of a white Christmas..



So I went to work tonight. Busy. I was vacuuming up water on the floor and asked a customer to wait a moment and my manager said "Move." I hate when people talk down to me.

If she does it again I will quit on the spot.

Although I don't really deserve respect I don't like being spoken down to at all.

Been sitting and thinking a lot lately. Sometimes about important things. Sometimes about why a cloud can look so familiar.

Set up a nice basement room in the basement -Peels my dirty arm off my chair-
I dislike ice cream.

I'm kind of tempted to just sleep down here but I know I won't like it. So I'll stay down a bit longer then head upstairs.

I want to train on MapleStory but it seems like a gigantic waste of time.
The three hours I could spend gaining a level I could walk my dog and spend some nice time outside.

Drama recently.

Seeing Taryn sometime this week. Thursday I'm going to get picked up by Jillian to visit her in Boston and then she'll bring me back for Saturday (work night).
That should be fun.

Many things about my life feel unsatisfactory at the moment.



I close my eyes and the flashback starts.. I'm standing there on a balcony somewhere..